I recently played with a 29yo from Recon who messaged me for a session. I’ll write more about his first session with me in another post, but I thought you would like to read this account of the first time he ever sucked a cock – less than ten days ago. I instructed him to submit this account with two pics of his cock with soxster.com printed on them – one before and after cumming….let me know what you think….
I’ve been commanded to write this post by Master Andrew Soxster detailing how I sucked, served & worshiped my 1st ever cock not too long ago, Thursday the 10th of September. Master Soxster & I have been chatting for the last few days now & after I told him I have only recently sucked my 1st cock, Master Soxster wanted me to give a detailed recount of it so he can post on his site. Well here goes nothing…
I’m 29 years old & I’ve always lived a very straight life. I’ve dated quite a few women, even had more than a few 1 night stands. But deep down something has always felt it has been missing. I tried to fight it & hope it would go away, but deep down I’ve known I’m a submissive cock sucking slut.
I’ve held these urges & cravings back for a long time, but lately every time I’ve watch some porn I have been watching the guys cock use the slutty porn star more then I’ve actually watched her. I actually started to be jealous of her, thinking she was so lucky to have the chance to worship such a big piece of meat.
I came home from work Thursday night & I started relaxing & I just figured I would have an easy laid back quiet night in, watch some straight pov blowjob porn, have a wank & go to bed… Boy was I wrong!
I was enjoying this submissive slut work her mans cock in her mouth & all I was thinking was, that should be me. While I was thinking this I noticed my cock was absolutely rock hard & I had a tingle inside my stomach thinking of myself as a sleazy cock her serve a big throbbing cock being treated like a complete slut.
I couldn’t take it know more, I had to do something about this submissive slutty feeling. I hopped onto Craigslist & I posted an ad basically saying I was a straight 29 yr old looking to suck his 1st cock & be treated like a complete slut while I do it. Verbally humiliate me, slap your cock on my face, hold my head down onto your cock & fuck my newly slut face. Turn me into your own personal cock sucking slave for the night. I’ll come to you, you have to be discreet & definitely be clean & d&d free.
Before I knew it I had nearly 10 Emails from guys telling me they want to use me like a bitch, they want to force feed me cock till I’m gagging like a whore. I’ve never been more turned on in my life being spoken to like such a slut by random guys, but at the same time they won’t what I was looking for. They were either way too old, had too small of a cock, lived too far away or were just trying to talk a big game & sounded fake.
Then I got a reply from a guy about a 25 min drive from me which was perfect for me because I didn’t want to serve a cock that lived too close to be because I was being careful & discreet. But his Email is what really made me feel chills. All it was, was a picture of his fat meaty cock with a leather neck slave collar hanging off his hung maybe 8 inch cock which the caption of, “faggot it’s time you learned to serve a real man & become the slave you were born to become”. My jaw dropped, my cock went rock hard, I was so nervous my stomach had tingles badly. I didn’t know if he was serious or just looking to wank off to my reply so I was careful how I replied. I replied to him that I was a straight curious 29 year old boy that was a little chubby that has been feeling quite submissive lately & think it was about time I explored those feelings with verbal Dominant Sir or Master. I’m looking to suck asap & will submit to a guy that’s willing to allow to serve his cock.
I didn’t really want to go overboard with my 1st Email to him just in case he wasn’t legit, But around 5 minutes later I got his reply & I knew my answer. All he replied was a picture of the same dick he sent before but this time there was a guys lips around it, with the guy wearing a blindfold & collar so you couldn’t really see his face. He had a message with the Email. It said, “I don’t care if you’re chubby, skinny or fat, either way you’re just a slut mouth to me to use”. It went on with him telling me he is d&d free & he loves fucking straights guys mouths for the 1st time. It then had his address & said “see you soon cock whore”.
My head was spinning, I didn’t know if I was going to go through with it or not. But I was so horny I said stuff it & jumped in the car. The whole drive my cock was rock hard & throbbing. When I actually pulled close to his place, I sat in my car for a few minutes wondering should I go in. It was too late because with even realizing it, I was walking into his driveway & knocking on his door… I was about to become a cock sucker.
I knocked & within 30 seconds the door opened & a guy grabbed me & pulled me inside, I actually didn’t even really see his face but I could tell he was a bit shorter than me, maybe low to mid 40’s from the very quick look I got & with a bit of a beer gut.
His house was pretty dark so I couldn’t see much that was going on, but he pushed me towards the wall so I wasn’t facing him, wrapped a collar around my neck & put a blindfold over my eyes so I couldn’t see anything at all now. I was so nervous, yet so turned on at the same time, it was crazy.
He grabbed the collar around my neck & pulled me into a room & I can’t remember exactly how the conversation went because I felt almost in a trance, but it went something close to this.
HIM: What are you here for?
ME: Umm I’m the guy you umm Emailed before.
HIM: Oh so you’re the cock hungry slut.
ME: Umm umm yes Sir.
HIM: Then say what you are here for slut.
ME: *I mumbled softly* To suck you Sir.
HIM: Then say it properly cocksucker, like you want it & mean it or I take off the blindfold & tell you to get out of my place that hardon right now.
ME: Sorry Sir, I am here to worship your cock & suck it like your slut slave.
He then told me to strip & I obeyed & took of everything, only standing there with a blindfold on & a slave collar around my neck.
He then walked up to me & grabbed my cock, giving it a few small strokes. I was sooo horny I thought I was going to cum right there & then. He actually asked why I was so hard. I told him that I was horny right now & he then said so I am horny to suck cock then huh? I couldn’t lie, my cock gave it away, so I said yes Master I am. Without second thought he pushed me to my knees, put his hand on the back of my head, pushed his cock into my mouth & said “then get to work faggot”.
There was no time to come to terms with what just happened. He just rammed his fat cock into my mouth & forced my lips apart with it. I felt like a complete slut being used! I really struggled for the 1st minute because I had no clue what I was doing as he pushed his cock in & out of my mouth fast with his hand on the back of my head. I WAS OFFICIALLY A COCK SUCKING SERVANT SLUT BEING FACEFUCKED!
He didn’t stop, in & out, in & out, hard & fast fucking my slave mouth like I was only an object born to get him off. As he fucked my mouth he kept saying loud, “suck it slut, worthless whore, cock hungry faggot”, and a lot of other dirty things like that. I can’t believe how much the verbal humiliation was getting me off!
I’m sure I wasn’t doing the best job because I felt my teeth touch his cock more than a few times as he face fucked me, but that didn’t seem to stop him pounding my mouth. My jaw was actually starting to feel it. He on a few occasions tried to make me take him deep, but as his cock was pretty fat & I was new at cock service, I gagged very easily on it. So he just kept fucking my mouth again.
After about maybe 10 minutes of having my slut mouth face fucked I could feel his cock tensing up a bit (I actually didn’t realize you could tell when a guy was close to cumming while he was in your mouth), he pulled his cock out of my mouth fast with saliva & quite possible a lot of pre cum over it & sprayed a load over my slave chest.
I don’t know why he didn’t blow in my mouth as I was so horny I think I would’ve taken it, but the way I see it, a Master blows where ever he wants on his slave.
I just knelt there with saliva all over my face, a load on my chest & a blind fold on. My mind was racing & I was hornier then I have ever been in my life. My new cock Master put a towel in my hand & said clean myself off. I still couldn’t see anything so I did the best I could do. He then handed me my clothes & I put them on. He pulled me up took the collar off my neck & told me to leave the blindfold on. He walked me to the door, but before he opened it he reached round to my cock & grabbed it hard & said “do I know how you’re a faggot born to serve cock? By how hard you are right now”. He opened the door, took the blindfold off, pushed me out & closed it.
I was just used by a random guy I met on craigslist & I loved it. I drove home very paranoid that I might have missed some cum on me which I wasn’t the biggest fan of seeing the aim of this was to be discreet. I got home, jumped in the shower & had the biggest wank of my life while I was thinking about what a slut I just was.
There was a few little things that I didn’t like for my 1st cock servant experience like I REALLY wanted him to slap his cock over my face, would’ve loved a chance to clean up quickly afterwards & maybe more verbal humiliation telling me what he has turned me into, but overall I loved feeling so degraded, humiliated & slutty.
I was officially a cock sucking slut!
